Saturday, December 17, 2011

Morning Sickness

So this time around I am suffering big time from morning sickness, which I would like to call all day sickness.  All day!  With Vannah it was in the morning and Mexican food grossed me out.  With Emmett, it was just the smell of bacon or meat cooking. 
But this....this is a whole new level of not feeling good.  I am grossed out by everything.  Something that is good one day, will be the devil the next day.  I feel nauseous all day, I feel hungry all day, but it is hell to get something down.  Only 3 more weeks until the first trimester is over...and hopefully, it will all go away like it did with my past two pregnancies.  *crossing fingers*
Almost Everyone has been really supportive upon finding out we were pregnant.  Actually, someone in our family is upset about our pregnancy, thinks we shouldn't have another baby and hasn't congratulated neither me or my husband.  It is really sad becuz I hate that they speak their opinion to other people, but not to us.  And if you are thinking that this person is just concerned over my health....it is more than that.  She has something against us and I'm not sure what.  For us...the decision to keep this baby was a carefully thought out decision.  We know what is best for us, and we know the right steps to take and I have excellent doctors who checked me out thoroughly and ultimately, it is God who has decided to give us another child.
I understand I made it very clear that we were not going to have another child.  I never said I didn't want another child.  This baby was not planned.  But me and Jaw strongly believe it is God who intervened becuz our family is not yet complete.  I'm just pregnant and I feel that with this child, our family will be complete and I will be complete.
I have no problem expressing these feelings and sharing my life...it shocks me that a family member doesn't have the "balls" to talk to me and Johnny about this.
I think what really bugs me is that she goes and talks about us and has all these "issues" with us but never actually comes to us to address them.  I don't get it.

But don't worry...I ain't stressing over her.  I am excited cuz my mom will be up in less than a week and I have been saving Cafe Rio for her.  Since nowadays when I do eat something that sounds good....it might never sound good again....so Cafe Rio sounds amazing, but I'm waiting!  :)  Such a considerate pregnant person I am LOL!

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