This pregnancy sucks. I mean...that it is all just so "typical". I had certain pregnancy symptoms or side-effects or whatever with my first two. But this is just so typical textbook; I hate it. Every pregnant woman is emotional, but this is crazy. I am freaking crazy. So forgetful....the last two times, i might have been a tad absentminded, but I am full on space-cadet this time. A little nauseated?...oh no....It is like I had the flu for the last 2 months...I've been drinking juice and eating fruit and that is it. This is actually the first week that I have been able to eat real food.
I have had "spotting" and I'm not going to go into detail but its all good and healthy and could just be a "normal, occasional thing" throughout the pregnancy. Um no thanku. I don't need any stress, But the doctor said everything is fine.
But the absolute worst part.... I cry over everything! Everything! And then I start to laugh becuz me crying is just so ridiculous and i know it and I still can't help it. The LSU vs Alabama game a couple weeks ago? Yeah....nothing to do with the outcome, but a player sprained his hamstring, (yeah no ACL tear or broken arm or anything crazy), just a hamstring sprain, had to sit out the rest of the game, his last College game as he is a senior, and the second it showed him crying from the sidelines...I lost it! I felt so sad for him that I just felt like I had been forced to sit out on my last college game. Bawled like a baby!
Seriously? Oh yeah. There has been several....no....a shiz load of scenarios just like this. Like...why the hell am I crying? Crying sucks.
In some good news....We find out the sex of the baby on Feb 1. Woot woot. I am sure there will be lots of crying though. (grrrr).
ps. I hate vegas. The second the baby is born, I want to get the hell out of here, aka Las Vegas, aka Hell.
I am going to have to save the post about the "N-word" bash that was going on at our park between little kids. Oh yes. its sickening.
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